I have been praying on this blog that I publish every week I’m hoping and praying as I continue my journey on reaching out to others that it opens up doors for people who needs to read and understand you are let alone We all have Battles struggles in life that we have to deal with that is why I do this on a weekly basis to let you know that I’ve been there were you are now .

I’m taking a trip down journey  lane and thinking how I was single and raising 2 boys on my own my 1st son I was 16 when I had him and the father was a lot older than I was and I had no control over the lifestyle at the time of being with him. When I was 18. I made the decisions to let my son be a part of his father’s life but that didn’t last too long because his father had already started another family and didn’t really think about our son too much as time went on .2 years later I was pregnant again with another boy I was with the father until I was 3 months pregnant and he decided to make some bad decisions in life and he got jail time for 3 yrs .

As a woman raising these babies by myself I decided to stay with the  father when he got release but as time went on we got married and things were good for a minute  until I discovered he had  a anger problem and also like to control my habits of life the things I like to wear the way I did my hair the way I did my nails he had a lot of my control over me .Things didn’t work-out with him either so I left him before things got too bad and I could end up maybe dead or some  where are hurt but the moral of the story is that when I left the last father of my son I raise these kids by myself for many years I’ve had  jobs  I was able to come home cook for them spend time with them be that mother and father for them . So at the end of the day don’t never give up on a family for you and you kids in time that special person will come but in the mean time find yourself and talk to God on what it is you want for a husband or wife the doors will open for you God bless…